Thank you for stopping by to view my page. I am not really sure where to begin describing myself as it is easier helping people know who I am through conversations and getting to know them and letting them get to know me. I will do my best, though some of what I say may deter you away. I am nearly 37 and a single mother to one son. I’ve spent most of my life denying who I was, though I know who I am I still struggle with it. I lived my life as what my family expected and how society in general expected (man and woman). I have regrets, but I don’t regret all of it as I wouldn’t have become a mother. For several years after having my son I still tried denying who I was until I thought maybe I was asexual. That still didn’t quite fit. I’ve always had attraction towards women and I cannot keep pushing that aside. Maybe a late in life lesbian I don’t know. Baby lesbian maybe. I have very little experience dating a woman. Like I said I pushed it all away. So I am here in an attempt to find myself and a partner I can truly connect with. I am a little quirky, I do not like to party, and prefer a calm quiet evening enjoying someone’s company. I haven’t had the easiest life so having someone with a little compassion and understanding is vital. I am a plus sized woman so if you can’t handle 220+ then please don’t bather, I do cuss, occasionally have a drink or two, I don’t smoke but I do vape. I like outdoors and nature and I also love animals. If you think you’re still interested I can share more about myself. I obviously don’t fully know exactly what I’m looking for in a partner just yet since I’m just getting out there and have a lot to learn. But I don’t exactly like labels, because I wouldn’t exactly call myself a pillow princess, however I do have fears/phobias to certain parts of intimacy. So maybe I am looking for someone who may be a stone Masc or fem or mix. I am attracted to older women however my age is not off limits. Apologies for any ignorance I have. If you’ve read this far and are still interested in getting to know me please send a message.